Imperfection

Asymmetric, poorly calculated shadow, casual handwriting, this is the product of my impatience.

I am not saying I like it anyway because I worked on it. No. It is still very ugly, but there was something interesting from this absolutely unskilled work.

When I was mixing the colour, "Oh what the hack I am mixing? The green doesn't look like glass at all."

When I was working on the reflecting spot, "Come on, it is so awkward, just like a white square."

When I was putting on the outline of the bottle,  "I wish I had not put on the outline. But it is too late now."

Problems were magnified during the process. They led me to treat the sheet even more slovenly. 

The night when I looked at it again, it is still a poorly drawn bottle, but I didn't feel as angry as when I was working on it. 

Maybe that's what people say, "You have a better picture when you look from a distance." 

Someone like Kandinsky could draw a square bottle and argue that you just don't understand the curve in it; for me, I'd better make no excuse and learn the classical way.